OK so I beginning to get frustrated with this whole getting pregnant thing, I honestly thought it would be easier since I already had one kid, it took 6 months of really trying to get pregnant with LilyAnne it has it has been 6 months of trying this time around. I guess I am just growing impatient, I am starting to hear god say to me "Be Patient" a lot lately but I assumed it meant about making the trip to grandmas, I rushed around and found some flights in February and discussed it with tony and we agreed if it was the right timing it would work out, well the next day the price went up quite a bit and then I called grandma and she suggested we wait till may till she felt better so I guess it wasn't the right time for that HMM I know I know lord you need me to be patent, well I am listening and have started working on keeping busy and letting the plan work, I am planning on doing a St Jude's Children's walk in March, I have been getting material for Lily's' preschool lessons ( will start actual school in May) and I have been working with lily on potty training so I have plenty of things to keep me busy, I feel the lord has been telling me to get more active in the school. OK I feel better after my rambling as usual.